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17 September 2017

HOW NOT TO BE JUDGED

have you ever been feeling that anxious of presenting in front of a class? or been terrified of the teacher calling out your name when it came to reading your essay out loud? i totally have and i had a reason for it. it felt like everybody would judge me for what id written, or said, or did. and despite my tries to seem confident, i used to struggle with what will people think about me. and i would skip classes when presenting and be really anxious after saying anything in a group because i was scared there'd be awkward silence and that everybody would think i was dumb. 

it occurred to me in elementary school, i don't have it anymore now, thank god. but it wouldn't have left if my attitude on being judged didn't change. (im finding out everything i go through in ife more or less depends on my attitude, whoa)

10 September 2017

BACK AT IT; DON'T WAIT IT AWAY

the last time i posted here was october 27, last year – that means around 10 months of not putting my thoughts in words and letting you read them. 
why? 
i just couldn't find anything good to share with you. every time i sat down to write i became numb. all i wrote felt unsignificant and nothing was good enough. so i simply waited for a moment of change until things start being interesting again. and until now, ive been finding my life pretty empty and uninteresting. 
that is what i want to write about today.

27 October 2016

WORLD OFF DAILY

bus. 
subway. 
a family roadtrip. 
a run. a walk; 
headphones on, the world off. 
just you and the beats. 
no thoughts, no speech.
music.

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