I BASICALLY COLLECT GARBAGE

do you ever look at your life and feel like it is not 'it?' like this is not what your life should look like? like this is not what you should be feeling like every day. like you have nothing to brighten it up?

...well, i do. and sometimes it makes me sad. because let's face it. life is the biggest thing. the thing that lasts the whole time of our existence or maybe even longer (when you look at it from the deep point of view). and that's a freaking long time. you don't want to spend it sad, right?

so i'm coming up with a plan: how to make my life worth it. step number one is to find something that makes you happy. okay, i know this sounds like a super mainstream kind of thing. people are wearing t-shirts with those stupid 'do what you love' signs and they are writing it as discriptions to their profile photos and it is the oddest thing i could have said right now. but. it is true. you can never end up happy by doing things you don't do with passion. the love really must be there.

in fact, it is not that hard. you often say that you can't find anything you'd love and anything that would be your drive to life (lol that makes a rhyme - drive to life). but the thing is that it doesn't have to be anything epoch-making. me, i used to play tannis and dance and also i used go to ceramics class and play the piano, i was taking fashion classes and doing zumba but none of these things were things i would truly love. 
 so in time i found out what i love - people. 
their  reactions, opinions, thoughts and generally their acting and thinking, it is one of my favorite things to observ
...also i collect sweets wraps. so every time my friends eat something sweet they give me its wrapper. and that action makes me very happy (because it already contains two things i love - people and wrappers)
and i write. i write my blog and i write stories so i can have them published in a book. which is my goal. and that is step number two: you have to set a goal.

goal is a dream with a deadline. /one of my favorite people has told me this/...
set a goal you want to achieve by doing the thing you love. me? i want to keep on collecting those wrappers and then glue them all together and make something great and beautiful out of it. like a notebook with a 'sweets wrappers' cover or something...that would be cool, wouldn't it?

since you set a goal it is easy. work on it. it is not gonna be hard, don't to force it. let it be loved by you. and it will fill you with joy - you can never get annoyed of such a thing.

the main thing, that i can't believe i'm mentioning in the end is: DON'T STOP. never stop doing the thing you love. because when you stop, you are more likely to forget how much you love it. and how good does it make me feel. aka me not blogging for 2 months -it took me one paragraph of 'let's play a game' to remember how much i love it. i'm so happy i have you guys.

lol sorry i suck at drawing

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thank you for reading,
gretavbc.